The Clouds are Parting

I've spend the last few weeks trying to figure out when I would work out, study, and get things done in general.  Overall, I've sucked at creating a new routine.  But I'm working on it, I promise.

During that time, I've moped around the house wondering how I was going to be able to survive without income, hopefully not draining my savings, and how I would pass the time without a job.  I found out I was available to start substitute teaching, and once things calmed down at my house, I was sick and then 2 of my cats were sick, I accepted a half day job at a local middle school.  That turned out to be one of the best half days ever!!!

Word got around the hallway I was working in that I am a good substitute teacher.  The teacher I worked for emailed me the next day asking about 8 other days I could work for her.  Of course I said yes to all of the days including ones in the spring.  That same day, another teacher she works with called me asking if I could work 4 days for her this semester.  Again, I said yes.  :)  I spent two days last week with 5th graders and will spend another 2 days this week working with the same students.  

I'm excited because I can finally see how this career change is looking up for me.  At first I was worried about going to school at night and not having anything else to do.  But now I'm subbing and enjoying every minute of it.  I have training for another district at the end of October and I can't wait!

I apologize for not blogging, but between subbing and my computer not having internet access it's kind of difficult.  I have a bunch of pictures I want to post, so once I locate my jump drive I will be posting a lot!  Stay tuned!

Routine? What's that?

So I've spent the last 10 days unemployed and boy has it felt strange.  I haven't figured out a new routine for myself either.  There hasn't really been a set schedule of up at 7am, goof off (computer time, eat breakfast, etc) for x amount of time, then step away from the computer to study.  

Most days I'm up by 7am, on the computer/eating breakfast/watching tv until 10am then I start studying.  In all honesty it's more like "hmm...my facebook game will be ready to play again in 4 hours so why don't I get my homework done between now and then."  Or "umm...I've checked every website I have bookmarked twice now and nothing has changed, guess it's time to be productive."

Right now I haven't written out a schedule because I know that I will start substituting soon and that will throw things out of whack.  It's been nice hanging out at home for awhile, but I need to do something where I can leave the house that doesn't include shopping or spending money.  :)

Any advice on how to start a new routine would be great!

I have a lot of things I need/want to blog about and will hopefully be posting soon about music, my 101 things to do in 1001 days list, and about a cat invasion at my house.  Stay tuned!

Something More

Something More

By: Sugarland

Monday, hard to wake up

Fill my coffee cup, I'm out the door

Yeah, the freeway's standing still today

It's gonna make me late, and thats for sure

I'm running out of gas and out of time

Never gonna make it there by nine

[Chorus:]

There's gotta be something more

Gotta be more than this

I need a little less hard time

I need a little more bliss

I'm gonna take my chances

Taking a chance I might

Find what I'm looking for

There's gotta be something more

Five years and there's no doubt

That I'm burnt out, I've had enough

So now boss man, here's my two weeks

I'll make it short and sweet, so listen up

I could work my life away, but why?

I got things to do before I die

[Repeat Chorus]

Some believe in destiny, and some believe in fate

I believe that happiness is something we create

You best believe that I'm not gonna wait

'Cause there's gotta be something more

I get home 7:30 the house is dirty, but it can wait

Yeah, 'cause right now I need some downtime

To drink some red wine and celebrate

Armageddon could be knocking at my door

But I ain't gonna answer that's for sure.

There's gotta be something!

[Repeat Chorus]

On Wednesday September 1st, I put in my two weeks at my job! This has been a tough decision and it has taken me a long time to make. My last day on the job is tomorrow (September 12th). It's a strange feeling to be leaving the place I've worked for the past 5 years with the coworkers that I've gotten to know and like. Part of me is excited and happy to be leaving and not knowing what the future is going to hold. The other part of me wants to keep the security blanket and not jump into the pool of the unknown as I call it.

The day I quit and the day after, I felt like I jumped into the deep end of the pool and was treading water. I felt like I couldn't breathe and that I needed a noodle or flotation device to help me from what I just did. But in the last week, I've moved into a calm, happy, excited place where I know I'm making the right decision for myself, my current family and my future family.

My goal now is to continue taking classes at the university down the street from my house, it's literally 3 miles away by car, and start substitute teaching this semester. I subbed this past spring and absolutely loved it. I started classes this summer and have loved every minute of that. I think I was meant to be in a school environment.

The best thing would be to land a full time teaching gig for January. To do that I have a lot of reading and studying to do so that I can take and pass my state certification exam. I plan on starting that on Monday once I'm finished with this strange and crazy work schedule that I've been on all week. Right now, I'm planning to get certified in 4th-8th grade but would prefer to teach 4th-6th.

This blog has gotten away from me due to the craziness in my life and trying not to reveal that I wanted to quit my job to start a new career before I actually quit and told my bosses. There are a lot of things I need to update including my list of 101 things that I want to accomplish. That list is going to be tricky because I've forgotten to write down what I've accomplished and even though I did reach a monetary goal on the list, I will be dipping into my savings until I get a full time job.

I hope to make a schedule so that I can keep up with my studies, work outs, this blog, and life in general. I guess I'll post it on here so that way I can keep myself in check. :)

Hope the few people that still read this blog will stay with me and continue to support me through this new adventure I'm on.

Heather

drowning in coupons

I've been slacking when it comes to clipping coupons, sorting them and then processing them to send to troops over seas. I decided that I was going to at least clip and sort all the coupons in my house on Monday. Before going to bed last night I felt proud that I had accomplished that goal and planned to "process" the coupons on Tuesday and get them ready to be mailed out. (processing= typing the worth of the coupons into excel so I know how much "saved money" I'm sending over seas.)

It's Tuesday and as I've been working on cleaning the house, I've found more coupons. Not "I've found 10 coupons to sort", more like "I've found a large stack of newspaper coupons that have been clipped, another large stack of coupons printed from the internet that need clipping, AND a large stack of newspaper coupons that need clipping."

AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The whole thought of going through all these coupons that haven't been clipped or sorted makes me want to give up on the whole project! I have a bunch of stuff I'd like to accomplish today and I don't need to be sitting on my butt clipping coupons while watching recorded tv from my dvr TWO DAYS IN A ROW!!!!!

*sigh*

Have I mentioned that I've lost my motivation to lose weight and get back into a work out routine??

Yep I have. I can't get motivated to do it. I don't know when to fit it into my new schedule and it's frustrating me. On a positive note, I've gotten back to tracking what I eat this week. I've gone WAY over my points allotment on a few days and I've almost eaten my way through the extra 35 points we get for the week! Eck!!

Oh that note, I guess I need to get my butt up from the computer and start working on my long to do list, which includes coupons, cleaning house, and working out. :-/

Hello old friend...

It's been awhile since I've posted and the only excuse I have is that my life (which I'm suppose to be blogging about) has been busy. I've been working 6 day weeks for the last month and a half. I've enjoyed working 6 days in a row, and before you call a shrink for me let me explain.

I've been working at my regular job for 5 days and then I've been working as a substitute teacher for the other day of the week. There was one day where I was crazy and subbed for 8 hours before going to my regular job. I was tired at the end of the day, but I survived. There's been a recent schedule change at my regular job within the last week, so instead of working at night I'm working during the day. I'm liking it so far and enjoy being at home in the evenings with my boyfriend and our cats. It's the closest thing I've had to a normal life in the last 5 years. I'm still working on the weekends, but that doesn't bother me because it allows me to sub.

So other things going on....

I broke into the 150s and will be fighting to stay here and break into the 140s. That is going to involve me getting back to the gym and working out this week. Even with my body feeling better, a gym membership that is paid in full, a stability ball & bike at home and numerous workout dvds at home, I haven't worked out since probably early February. I can't even remember the last time I worked out. My goal for this week is to workout 3 times. I'm hoping that slowly getting back into it will be good for me and encourage me to workout more next week.

Because of my new schedule change, I had to stop going to my morning WW meeting. This week I'm going attend a meeting in the evening and hopefully will find a new meeting to call home. I just want to keep my life consistent and that includes when I go to my WW meeting.

Thanks to the tax refund that I received today from the IRS, I was able to complete one of my 101 things! YEAH!!!! 45. Expand my car fund to $10k.

It took me awhile to do on my small income and I've been putting any/all saved money to this fund. I've been putting money into this fund for years and to finally have that much money saved is exciting!! I'm not going to be buying a car anytime soon, but there are a few expenses coming up in the next month with the car I currently drive. It's nice to know if the cost of the repairs is high, I won't have to eat ramen noodles to survive until it's paid off.

Other than that news, I've been toying with the idea of going back to college. I'm not sure what I would want to study or if I'd want to get another Bachelors or start a Masters degree. It's such a life altering decision and I find it hard to decide where to eat dinner. So I will be thinking of this and trying to figure it all out within the next couple of months.

I'm also going to set a new goal of posting a blog once a week at the least. I'll let ya'll know how the working out goes this week!

C25K & Weight Loss Update

Sorry I haven't been good at keeping up with this blog, but things have been busy. I'm behind on a lot of things: reading my novel, tv shows are stacking up on my dvr, and the blogs I'm subscribed to haven't been read in forever.

From the first week of January to the first week of February, I've lost 5.6lbs. I'm excited about that, but feel that I'm running out of steam. :( I'm going to challenge myself again to track my foods everyday for the month of February. It worked well last month, so I'm hoping it will work again this month.

Last night was a challenge at work with all the Superbowl foods that were around. I went a little crazy and didn't feel very well by the end of the night. I'm hoping that eating well the next 2 days will help my weigh in on Wednesday.

So today I'm starting over with a Fiber One Yogurt and a banana for breakfast. It may not seem much of a breakfast, but considering I'm just now eating at 10:15am, it works. I've discovered that since I normally sleep until 9am everyday, I'm not eating breakfast until 10. It kind of throws off my eating schedule for the day, but it also helps because I am usually working late every day.

On the exercise front, things have come to a complete halt. Week 1 of C25K I developed shin splints, but after some rest and then wearing proper running shoes I felt much better finishing up W1 and starting W2.

During Week 2, I tried running outside because of the gorgeous weather and really found out how different it is than the treadmill. In the middle of W2, I started having some knee pain. I wasn't able to finish my workouts and opted to switch over to the bicycle for the rest of the week.

On my 2nd Week 2 (I felt like I needed to redo this week and not move on to Week 3), I tried to start working out again and decided to quit because the knee pain started up again.

Before starting Weight Watchers, I would jog/walk around Memorial Park's 3 mile loop a couple of times a week for about a month or two. I was 26lbs heavier and I don't remember any knee pain what so ever. I'm not sure what's going on, but the knee pain has disappeared.

My plan is to slowly ease back into working out. That includes weights, squats, cardio and the C25K program. I'll keep updating my progress, but it looks like I will have to put off the C25K program for the time being.

Hopefully I will be able to finish the program and participate in another 5K this year.

Measuring Wine & Yummy Lasagna

This is the 12th day I've been tracking with WW. I'm not talking a theoretical 12th day, but an actual, I have the proof written down, 12th day.

That's a first for me! I also did something tonight that I've NEVER done before. In the 3 years I've been a WW member, I have NEVER measured out my alcohol. Before I would just not count it or save up all my extra points for that day and then not count any of them.

Tonight, I measured out 4 oz of water, added it to my wine glass, and then used a washable marker to make a line on the glass. Then I filled red wine to that line and enjoyed!

It was a very satisfying experience to know that I was in control of the amount of wine. It also helped that I had a bunch of veggies and 1 slice of pizza for my dinner. So I was satisfied with food and with the alcohol!

:)

I hope that the days to come are filled with satisfying foods and that I keep tracking.

PS- For a yummy recipe for Slow Cooker Lasagna go here. I replaced most of the "fatty" ingredients with low fat/fat free versions and it was SO good. I'm not a ricotta cheese fat, but this was just right in that sense.